"I will act now. I will act now. I will act now. Henceforth, I will repeat these words each hour, each day, everyday, until the words become as much a habit as my breathing, and the action which follows becomes as instinctive as the blinking of my eyelids. With these words I can condition my mind to perform every action necessary for my success. I will act now. I will repeat these words again and again and again. I will walk where failures fear to walk. I will work when failures seek rest. I will act now for now is all I have. Tomorrow is the day reserved for the labor of the lazy. I am not lazy. Tomorrow is the day when the failure will succeed. I am not a failure. I will act now. Success will not wait. If I delay, success will become wed to another and lost to me forever. This is the time. This is the place. I am the person."

-Og Mandino

Ahh, that makes a pretty good chant for the ultimate procrastinator here huh.

Have quite a bit of things to do recently. Firstly, driving test is tomorrow and I nearly forgot about it.(!) Bleah. Then there are all the applications to be completed as soon as possible before deadlines. At least the depression is clearing, it's time to accept whatever there is now, but I'm still hoping of course!

After that it will be to work on the project. More drafts, outsourcing and brainstorming needed, and they are still many things to weed out, researches to do and all. Hmmm, well, I guess it has to start from somewhere. Impossible is nothing, opportunity is everything! Haha. (Dont laugh at its lameness ok!)

"What? I think I hit the bottom!"

The five steps response when in a screwed up situation. LOL. I will say that I am somwhere between stage two or three now. Hahaha.

So the verdict is out, so is the pressure. Sigh. I find it so ironical that it is only when faced with such a situation where you future path seems full of obstacles and uncertainties that I finally realise what I REALLY WANT. Geez. Let's hope things turn out fine in the end.Now THAT's bargaining.