Drudgery

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet yeah

No change, I can't change I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no,no,no,no,no,no(fading away)

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
I can't change I can't change it

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet
Trying to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet yeah

You know I can't change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next I
can't change my mind No, no, no, no, no
I can't change my mind no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change

Can't change my body,no, no, no
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down I
'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
That you've ever been down
That you've ever been down

Bittersweet symphony--The Verve

Week two into my first job and I'm still turning left everytime I walk out from the office, only to crash into the wall with EXIT pointing gleefully to the right. Bleah. And I just cant remember bringing my card with me everytime I go to the toilet, only to end up standing stupidly outside the doors waiting for someone to open from the inside. Gah. So embarrassing. I hope no one notices man.

I'm turning into a bigger geek than ever. DOTA is always on my mind nowadays, and I'm actually planning to buy World Of Warcraft next. Blizzard should be so happy to hear this. Pwnnnning!!!! Anyone who plays DOTA too please tell me how to Deny effectively. Apparently I just cant bear or dont know how to kill my own weaken units before the enemy does. Argh. And I cant wait for a one on one with Chee! (Though he will most probably destroyed my throne in minutes...lolx)

My mother had thought that things will get better after I started work but I think it got worse man. Haha. Somehow I'm always energetic enough to play a few rounds before forcing myself to sleep. Maybe it's all the weird lines my characters will say to me now and then. Zeus, for one, loves saying "You are kinda slow for a human being arent you?" everytime I click on him while Syllabear, the beastmaster, likes to say " I'm awake...I'm awake" Haha. Alright. I'm sounding like some crazy DOTA addict with no life. Which is probably true...XD